still Floundering?

I was talking with my husband the other day…the deep almost philosophical kind of conversations one can only have with certain people in your life.  We were talking about Legacy and what we want our legacy to be.   It really made me start thinking again about what it is that I want to do with my life…what am I meant to do with my life.  Don’t get me wrong…I am very happy with my life, I  really have it all, but if it all ended tomorrow how would my life be remembered?  How do  I want it to  be remembered?  What do I want to be remembered for?  Am I living to my fullest potential?

Tough questions to answer on a good day, even harder to  answer when you are confused, unsure and unfocused.  I have heard of, and read a few self written Obituaries, and I can understand why people would take this task on, but I still don’t understand  the how? and more so the what?

How do  I  find find my true personal strengths, and how do I  use them to find what I  am meant to  do?  It seems like a ferocious circle.  You  hear of the people who  follow their  passion to  victory, but how do they know their true passion? Every time I think about it, I get more  and more  confused.

My husband told me about a program called the Kolbe A Index, which he did a while back with his business coaching group.  It helped him understand his strengths and areas of needs much better.  I am going to look into this and find out what it might  say about me…Wish me luck!!